Purple Haze all in my brain
2007-06-21 - 8:48 p.m.
The weeks have gone by and my sanity is going with it. Did you know you can get a 30 pack of 10mg v@lium for less than 3 bucks and no prescription? Or the when hubby gets a laptop for the fuck of it , its 300 more than mine and fancy when mine was a BIG Christmas present. Or that I stink so bad after 1 day no one would touch me? Or my favorite of all, if it wasnít for him, Iíd be shit cuz I had nothing going for me when he met me being a stupid hillbilly mom and all. Makes you wonder why Iíd rather be sedated. 12 years is hardly the time to say this then ď but I still want to be with youĒ I fell like shit daily. Shit like I HAVENíT FELT IN YEARS. I have gutless siblings who can only talk shit behind my back and never know what my days are like in a fuckin 3rd world country. I have a big fuck you to everyone that not even 8 v@lium a full glass of straight whiskey. And r0bitussin havenít soothed. I donít writ cuz I donít want sympathy or pity or anything. I just want to be depressed and pissed until it leaves my system. Thatís all. I have a bowl of tadpoles I watch.
Today was packout. In 11 days we leave. Madrid just emailed to say my C average son cannot be accepted at their fucking school. I just want to go home. I just want my mom and Dad.
Christmas time is here... - 2008-12-24
What? I'm still here?? - 2008-09-08
Stay hair and weight for me! - 2008-06-21
The post that finally arrived. - 2008-06-14
Under the WTF?!!? files - 2008-03-07